Boston Common
Standing as soldiers in march,
rows give way to a small gap
where smaller beings look up
in awe, carrying tomorrow’s torch.
The hills of our fathers’ land,
now covered with iron and steel.
We will eat our hunger’s fill,
others buried in the sand—
Upon where ghosts used to graze,
silence lost, with nature’s ways.
July 4th, A Few Years Ago
Walking house to house around the pond,
no breeze to shake off the air’s stifling
hold. A dream-like glow on streetside lamps,
day’s heat refused to sleep with the sun,
instead flirting with dark air over
the tar-stench blacktop.
Fighting the city lights to see stars
who maybe died with the dinosaurs,
someone’s already tasting dinner
for the second or third time tonight.
Drinks get warm in the blue moon’s hard stare,
and the sky explodes under pressure
of our expectations of grandeur.
Fire streaming upwards, children screaming
at the many pops and cracks above,
we grab another beer, a Camel,
and hope it’ll always be this easy.
Near Independence Pass
The cold ground beneath me cracks,
but only the few blades of grass give way.
Coughing, trying to seize a breath,
I am taller than the mountain
across from me.
The wind is vainly striving
to toss me down into the azure abyss.
I strain my eyes. A thin line divides
the green and continues to the next
ceiling-less hall of peaks and crags.
Using my fingers to dig a seed-deep hole,
I place an old high school ID card
just under the loose-pebble soil.
Covering it up, I hope for rain.
I am going to be here forever.
Three jets fly through the valley.
Even though they were far below,
I still wave hello.
Massachusetts Avenue
Suspended above the murky Charles,
walking back from the Yard,
I see a blurred sun rise behind trees
and empty buildings, horizon
wavering like oil on water.
Fathers walked these paths,
though then they were lined
with trees, not metal obelisks.
Through hills long obscured,
they would come, bringing their
pocket-sized swords to do battle
with aristocrats and kings.
Now I walk as they did, but
under much less noble means.
Even a city that doesn’t sleep
dies sometime during the night.
Eerily empty streets on both sides,
not even the stray animals and
Costello’s drunks dare to leave cover.
Now I see those mightier men
looking back at me.
I myself am a son also—
But not of liberty.
Rorschach
We were a Rorschach on the hillside,
white ink, delicately splattered.
Keeping to our sides,
always meeting in the middle of the page.
We laughed.
It sailed over the surface of the lake
on the backs of little bugs, skating.
The sun looked even brighter behind
our reflections, a spotlight down-stage,
and the fish watched us with envy
they could never know.
If only it could stay as a photograph— forever transfixed,
a thousand words would never be necessary.
But, we yelled.
This time, carried only through the walls
by much larger, unsavory bugs.
Cheap fluorescent lights
with their cold, lifeless gazes
cast hard-edged shadows on floor.
We were nothing more than two
meticulous drops, standing prostrate
around the corners, crossing our sides
as the ink spilled off the page.
Thirty-Six Holes
The days were long as they were humid.
A choral ensemble of hind legs and beaks,
singing amongst the other tiny lives,
provided the deafening drone.
Reverence, respect, honor;
Nature’s noisy chaos is in balance
on the days when we let Her speak.
He called it “the game”—
I never understood.
Bringing me along, carrying the bags,
never able to keep up, just another bag
full of blunt instruments with the rest.
The holes were trials.
I, the little white ball,
being whacked, sliced, and skulled
across the green ocean,
but never landing where I want,
nestled on top of the short stuff.
“Sometimes life hits a bad shot,
but play’r as she lies.”
My father was a believer—
I simply felt it was manual labor,
hands sore and calloused
from digging my club into the ground
as some sort of crude pick axe—
the grassy smells of soil and
fertilizer filling the air
with every hack.
I never learned the secrets,
nor did I strike oil,
But I found some peace
among the divots and a lost ball,
and saw that winning
was not the goal at all.
He told me it was nothing more
than what man has professed
for two thousand years—
“Nosce
te ipsum.”
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